Sleep Escape

It has always been my comfort
to fall asleep on this journey. 
Unwell or not,
it's always my peace, lazy or tired. 

Just slept through all 
the best years of your life.
Just slept through all
the worst years of your life.

Dream on, but while asleep.
Dream not when reality awakes.
Daydreaming at midnight.
Sleepwalking during sunlight.

Never aiming for a lucid dream,
losing control is a nightmare
sweet and calming, vivid dream
God forbid false awakening.

When everything's an uncomfortable scene,
sorrowful, traumatic, sobbing, and sad.
Waking up with your pillowcase
as the evening's napkin.

May those continuous and interconnected
be lovely and bright.
May those recurring and progressive
be happy with your sight shut.

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