engr.albertmike

Sick of being sick, tired of being tired. Sick of being tired, tired of being sick. Unmotivated, uninspired, anxious, sad. Trying makes it worse, trying makes it numb. Positivity is negativity; negative still is. Mornings are at 9 sleeping near sunrise Minding the clock makes it slow, Neglected time flows rapid. Waiting for something. Something should be waiting. The same dusty ceiling upon drifting and waking.  

They say life can be a song, but no, it’s not. Life is a playlist of songs. Yes, it is.   Sad and angry notes, to crying and screaming "why", or with the beats like you were in a marching band.   It can be lean-back happy, or sure, you wanna dance. Lifts you up, pumps you up.   Lets you be you, closed fist held high, strumming all throughout, just come to play.   After all the noise, in slow motion, the golden echoes this is what it feels like.